Saturday, August 9, 2008

2nd encounter...

So wenever i m on this soul searching/karma improving/aura cleansing phase of my life ( had to b.. since i had no other option last whole month..was completely down health wise!), i always wonder whether everythin wit me is goin well or no... after a long phase of depression i finally found the happiness that can only b defind as contentment wit myslf.. gazing at d bright blue sky ..or d dampened soil of earth, its worth waitn for a moment n reminscing.. n i do dat a lot.. call me a day dreamer or even a lost spirit.. but dats me!.. n its fun to b mee !!! lolz.. wen i m me, i get to think a lot n also ponder upon other things a lot.. although sumtimes its annoyin.. like, gettin up in d middle of d nite jus so dat i can think peacefully !!!!! not dat i m doing that deliberately !!!!

So there is a world where i can actually get watever i want.. so there is a world where everything works my way..so there is a world where i have all the ppl i love n care for so that i dnt hav to see pests like how i do in this world.. there is a world where i m wat i m !!!.. n so wat if the world is in me . makes me happy !!!!! here, i think bout my mistakes so dat i can learn to get up on my own !.. here, i can be happy with myslf for doing things that i like.. n ask me how good it makes me feel ! does it take some strength to make ur own world.. i think it does.. but wen its ready, its all worth it ! as u kno, its important to b at peace with oneself.. its helps to hav own world to attain d peace. Dnt ask me wat strength it requires.. i only know that it does.

all may look incomplete, but look closely, its all there.. complete picture..all u need is to put the jigsaw pieces in order n wallah !!!!!!!...