maybe..this is it !...

Maybe i am blank about what lies ahead, maybe i am just plain ignorant. Maybe i am just a scared sissy deep inside, or maybe i am at ease when i am stronger to my emotions.
Maybe its all the conflicts inside me that get me all worked up. Maybe its all the conflicts outside and around me that get me all disturbed. Maybe its a life led that always feels incomplete. Maybe its you. Or maybe, just maybe, its ME and dats it..

If its a crises that goes on, you take a road less travelled. You want to bump into a pure state of happiness, something unheard of. You take chances with things you are not familiar with so that you dont get judged. You stay away from something called faithful reliability. You face people with a surprising ease yet u shiver to go back to those who had your back forever. Could it be because novelty is appealing?.

Ever being at crossroads? Cannot decide which way to go. Mostly between old and new. dont be.... It gives a very bad vibe. You go on a new path and feel that you didnt give justice to your old self and old relationships. But then again, if You choose an old path, u will regret it someday and wonder for the rest of your life that.. if only !...

And if you know where you are right now, good for you !.. enjoy it before it is over. Should you be worried bout you future or just be calm and let it unfold at its own sweet pace. Make up your mind. You cant change your past actions but you CAN change your future consequences.

Maybe you need to wake up to reality, maybe you need to shake things up. Maybe you need to go back to your roots to find out all the answers or maybe you should just sit and wait anxiously for a new beginning.
Or Maybe, just maybe, you need to do both so that in the end, you may finally realise that its all worth it !...

lemme kno..
byee tc,
love,
Rush...