The metaphor of reality n illusions !...

Life is pretty.. Pretty good, pretty bad..Naaahh. jus pretty.. wit all its ups n downs, it still looks beautiful ..accept it, no matter how much u try to avoid, there WILL be good times with equal share of bad times.. there will be smiles with cries.. there will b a 'loyal' and a 'backstabber'.. there will b a 'forever' and a 'never'.. you cant avoid any of these..

but r u sure u can smile through all of them? no matter how much u try to put up a fake brave smile, there will always be sum1 or the other who will catch u immediately.. watch u laugh for no reason n then wen u turn arnd, will watch u wipe dat tiny tear rollin out of ur moist eye.. n then u turn around to laugh again.. but r questioned by a face with all the possibilities of breakin u down then n there..but brave as u r, u jus smile and say 'nothin'.. no.. its has to be 'everythin' !!.. whats hurtin u soo much dat u cant even afford a genuine smile??..

Its very easy to run away, frm the same problems u take home and go to sleep wit.. frm the same people u r afraid to confront , frm the same desires u r afraid to STAND UP for !!.. n trust me wen i say, i have seen a fair share of ppl doin it all !!.. so afraid, dat they r ready to let go of every special thing in their life jus bcoz of their inability to say the truth.. hiding in the shadows of those who support ur coward act is easy bcoz of the sense of pride they provide u.. but wats difficult is wen ppl ask u to face it.. standing within the shade of cowardness, its easy to forget that yes, u can also b wrong.. n slowly , it creeps onto u.. gettin carried away n proving that u r the most happiest person arnd in spite wat happened to u n bcoz of u..u jus give others a chance to laugh AT u.. n also the fact that u r still a coward.. prompts them to laugh even more.. soo, r the fake, glorious, convincing shadows of d coward world so appealing that u have forgotten that its all just an illusion n d truth is out there.. under d sun.. y r u so scared of the sun, or the sunburnt?? r u so disturbed that u need a fake smile to prove that u r happy??.. dont u know that even if u get a sunburn, its the reality.. dont u want to b at peace with ur inner self n accept that yes, this is wat i deserve..its just d starting steps that r difficult.. life is much easier after facing the fears.. after facing d ppl u run away frm, at least u will know if it was meant to b with u or not?!!!..who knos, mayb the ppl who r promptin u to come out r the same ppl who can help heal ur burns.. honesty hurts..but dats the real deal.. hmm no wonder its not accepted or followed.. TRUTH IS UGLY... ppl r materialistic n thats y lie is so attractive.. so much so that its the source of our happiness.. if u ARE happy then, y r u still thinking about the past and goin back into it.. isnt it a personal decision to behave as if it never existed?! U start hating ppl who throw reality at u,hmm, mayb d thot that u will have to face d gruelling sun scares u n thats y u hide !!!! ohh yeah.. that answers all my questions !!.. my, my !!! A genius dat i m... answering my own philosophical questions !!..

go out there, face the sun..come out of the shadow.. r u sure thats where you want to be for the REST OF YOUR LIFE??? no, rite !...

life is pretty.. GOOD pretty.. for me... i m under the sun.. n its fun because its all real.. hmm mayb its time i find out the illusions i was havin n figure out wer i need to dispose them..

will keep u updated with the illusions too..

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byee tc...
rush...