Its been crazy lately.. CRAZY! No idea when its daytime and when its night.. Literally. I just thought will stop by.. Been ages I updated something. Well as usual its going to start with almost nothing in hand.. Just keep writing whatever you feel like. Look around. Wander. Get lost and that come back!..
Do you know what I want right now? I want a decent sleep!!!!.. I want to jailbreak my ipod!! lol.. I want a new bike.. I want to LEARN about bikes :).. I want shorter hair and then me not crying over it.. I want COLDPLAY in
I have been conflicting lately.. Trying to find something called soul satisfaction.. People who do what they dislike or hate completely will know what I am trying to say.. When you put in your efforts into something, you expect an outcome that will at least please you, if nothing else. And when you put in more than 12 hrs almost daily, it becomes a habit. So you let go of the fact that it mite not be satisfying you at all. You just start concentrating on the fact that its keeping you busy. You might not want to face it. But don’t worry, its still there.. Right behind you.. And coming back to my wants.. I want soul satisfaction. And frankly, I am not getting any.. NOT HAPPY!!!! lol..
i might be thinking too much into it.. it can be termed as waste of time. Instead I can just put that time into doing something that i want to. Like sleeping.. But these are the things that run in your head all day. There is always a small little bitch in you called conscience that will kick your ass so hard that you will have to listen to it.. I tried to kill it but failed.. ohh well i do know how to coax it to jus shut up for some time.. Works!!.. But happiness is never away.. When I play with dogs.. And yes, I DO prefer dog over kids!!!.. Or when I listen to my ipod.. Or for that matter.. When I keep playing the 'lite' games over and over, and oh yes, OVER again (whoever told me they will jailbreak it for me, p.s., its for YOU!!).. When with cousins and friends.. For egs, best time recently was while watching avatar !! lol... I don’t know what I wrote about.. Whether it was concentrating on something I feel or just good ol’ rambling.. Whatever it is, m glad its out now.. At least I updated!!!!..
Love and rgrds,
Rush...
3 comments:
I knew this was coming. :P
And it's been almost a year since you updated! Hard to believe.
To be honest I ain't far away from where you are kiddo. Am still confused over what I wanna do and what will make/makes me happy. I'm ashamed to admit that as of now the hike in my pay is what makes me happy and is exactly what is keeping me where I am.
I'm still looking for what will make me happy. Most of us are.
All the best for it buddy. I know it ain't far away.
God bless.
Joe.
P.S.: Which bike do you WANT? :D
a lots of lol moments while I read this one
Blog... would have been better if you had an idea of what you were trying to say
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