confusion

hmmm.. this confusion is a really bad state of mind !. it leaves u wonderinf uselessly, aimlessly at things which, by the time everything is over, are not important at all !!..maybe thats wat the whole confusion is all about. it divides your thinking into some weird multiple channels which only produces more n more nonsenseical shit. this i m sure leaves you confused even more. this happens wher you think a lot. dont let your thoughts go galavanting around anywhere. collect them. make a brain scrapbook. let all your thoughts come together so that they dont wander!. they can find a permanent residence in your head. then when all your thoughts settle down, pick up only the good looking, beautiful thoughts. Leave the ugly, aimless thoughts behind for sumthin else, like nightmares ! Beautiful thoughts make you smile. So Smile.

give out a confused dumb little smile if thats all you can provide.but smile. have the guts to strut your confused smile. everyone in the world has a confused smile.. but they dnt flaunt. be proud u also have one. YOU flaunt it. smile. Good. be different. Let your channel of multiple thoughts be on a break. let your brains go blank. confused smile. look dumb. dumber than dumb and dumber! It makes you smile even more. some of the most different and dumbest people are still remembered!. be remembered!. smile in an awkward situation. confused smile. caught with someone else's love, smile. confused smile. peeing in a public place, smile. confused smile. failed, fell, disgraced, just smile. confused smile.go on, do it. i assure you, laughter isnt far away.

laugh at your own sillyness of being with someone else's love. laugh when you will realise how confused you were to actually take someone else's love as you own! how confusing it must be to decide, whether to control or to let it out n relieve in a public place !!!. how difficult it is to fail n face the crowd. but still just laugh.

laugh because you know you are not the only one. make a fool out of yourself because, common, everyone does it unconsciously. YOU on the other hand, should do ut consciously. Reduce your guilt of embarassment. Everyone gets embarassed. YOU accept it. kick those sorrows out of the back alleys of your brain. Land them on your coffee table. Place them in order and get ready. hmm.. cup of coffee, people's eyes ready to stare? good!..now GO!!!.. laugh!!.. common, you can do it.. laugh at your petty issues which disturb you throughout the night.. dont take your life soo seriously that you forget to live in it.. that you forget to smile in those small small things which make your life all the more beautiful. throw away all stupid mistakes.. everyone makes mistakes. use a dumpster if required. laugh at family issues, relationship issues, work issues. point out. "Oh look !how silly that one is", " cant believe i cried that day !!"

do it today.. realise your difference. Be proud. U R DIFFERENT.

welcome to the beginning! the story has just begun.
watch out and laugh!!!...

mwwaahh!!...